Thursday, November 6, 2008

Why?

I just want to know why you won't love me? I know you did before? Don't you remember?

Reading old myspace messages of two people falling in love, and caring for eachother...it's not healthy. It is actually one of the best forms of what I like to call emotional cutting... ( correction: sex and the city stole it from me... I know what you were thinking )

I know we shouldn't be friends. But when you needed help I helped you. Now I need help. I need you to tell me how you got over me so quickly. I need to know your fool proof way of falling out of love with someone. I want you to tell me again why this is for the best. I want you to tell me you hate me.... because then maybe I would get it.

I want you to read the messages. I want you to tell me it's not worth one more try, I want you to tell me our relationship wasn't based on love. Real love... I've tried everything to get over you. Maybe I'm not meant to. I'm petrified you will stop loving me... that all hope will be gone. Have you already?

1 comment:

Rach said...

Basically I feel the same flippin way! Except for the "myspace messages" part - I could've written that myself. How is it so easy for them when we're still crying?! The thing is - I don't even think they understand themselves so there's no way we can....